Learning To Learn (9/6/2003)

how many times
must i say i don't want you
in my life, i fear that i've done
so many mistakes that i truly regret
but i wish i could do them over again
to remind me of what i've been,
i've been so truly blessed
in many ways, for sure,
because i could be dead,
yet i,
i try to live a life that i,
can't even exemplify,
though maybe i,
i,
only i am afraid to die
trying to find my way through
this life,
so i cry, trying to revise my ways
though i discover,
that the only way to recover
the life i've lost through imitation
is to forget my limitations,
and stop hesitating to live a life
with no regrets,
but one thing i cannot deny,
is the fact that it's you
that i can't
forget what i said,
that i,
i,
i can't believe i let you go,
when it's you, i know
that i've made so many mistakes,
and you were that mistake
i don't regret